HOME

~my key recognition of this post and my life in general at this moment: Maybe i was wrong in expecting home to feel different, i think what i'm supposed to feel isn't that home is changing with out me but that i am the one who has changed....~

~RECAP OF MY LATEST EVENTS AND SUCH: Away from UNCSA, at the airport, on a plane, seeing dad, car home, pitstop, home, family together, sleep, wakeup, eat, see many Thanksgiving messages on phone, listen to music, walk dog, cook food, more music, plan to go shopping w/ friend tomorrow (BLACK FRIDAY), facebook, blog, here typing right now.
Thats my past 24-48 hr recap.
two nights ago...i didnt sleep. I think i was just nervous about silly security at airport. makes sense seeing as how i've never seen the inside of an airport in my life!
I went outside at 6 am till 7 am to the swings, while accompanied by my insomniac friend. Man it was cold!
So...i went 35 hrs and 30ish mins awake....ugh coffee was usefull ish, more just an ignooring of he fact i was tired.
I feel fine now after 11.5 solid hours of sleep.
AMAZING thanksgiving day with my family!
even colder here.